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[minnie]

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[minnie]

DEARJOURNAL,

life's a bitch and then you die, right? wrong. it can be a bitch to you for days, weeks, years at a time before you go off and croak. not that i want to die, because i don't. i know i have too much to live for. but that's not the point. dustin broke up with me about a week ago. here's the effed up thing, he cheated on me and he's the one who dumped me. how uncool is that? anyways, i ran to jared like i always do. see that picture up there. that's us. he's so damn cute, and i miss him like crazy already. problem is, i think i'm falling for him. he's my best friend, and i know he's mad at me right now. the whole thinking i'm not good enough for dustin thing didn't carry so well with him.

it's frustrating. and shiloh sure as hell doesn't help when she taunts me about telling him all the time. i love my sister, but for once i wish people would leave my business well enough alone and let me take care of it and handle it. is that too much to ask for? i'm just glad this all happened during summer vacation and that i didn't have to deal with the break up all publicly in front of a bunch of people. that would have been horrible. psh, not like it hasn't happened before. i'm just really thankful for jared. even if he is upset with me right now. he really made me feel better the other night, even if he was yelling at me. i guess it was something i needed to hear, something i know i deserved to finally hear. he's endured so much because of me, and really, i haven't been the bestest friend i could be.

time for a reality check? i think so.

LOVE,MINNIE.


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