Post by carter on Jun 29, 2009 17:00:23 GMT -5
•CARTER AIDEN REAGAN,
He's slammed sixteen shot glasses down
and whispered silently, kiss me slowly to my death.
no you don't know what it's like to be like me
to be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark.
to be kicked when your down, to feel like
you've been pushed around. to be on the
edge of breaking down with no one there to save you.
no, you don't know what's it like, welcome to my life.
do you wanna be somebody else?
are you sick of feeling so left out?
are you desperate to find something
more before your life is over?
are you stuck inside a world you hate?
are you sick of everyone around.
with their big fake smiles and stupid lies,
while deep inside your bleeding.
__________________
-- april thirteenth
-- sixteen
-- one hundred thirty pounds
-- 5 '8
-- brown.
-- dark brown.
-- none.
-- none at the moment.
• SUSPECT,
-outgoing
-charming
-cunning
-scheming
-smooth talking
-womanizer
-friendly
-cocky
-self-absorbed
-bad boy
-manwhore
• PATTERN,
-cars
-girls
-sex
-himself
-his foster parents
-proving he is not like his father
-band
• MOTIVE,
-prudes
-losing
-rejection
-competition
-being turned down
-relationships
-his father
-his birth mother.
• FREEDOM,
-flirting
-getting girls
-charming people
-tricking people
-conducting schemes
-the drums
• HANDCUFFED,
-crying
-his past being brought up
-having to see a therapist
-falling too fast
-actually falling.
• JAIL TIME,
-meeting girls
-flirting
-playing the drums.
• INVESTIGATION,
my family? seriously? my history isn't even worth mentioning. well, i was born here in new york. my family was upper middle class i guess you can say, but that doesn't mean they were anybody. in fact, they lost all their money. i had to learn to care for myself at a young age, mainly because they didn't give a damn about anything other than getting high. yes, my mom and dad were drugs addicts. my father was abusive, he often hit me and my the blew all of their money on drugs, even going as far as embezzling from my mother's company. needless to say, my mother eventually got caught. long story short, she was sentenced to life in prison. although it didn't bother me any. after that i was hoping my dad would settle down, that i could have a real family.
i was five when the worst came. my dad began going out every night, getting high, drunk, and who knows what. anyways, he would come home and sneak into my room. then give me lessons on just how hard it is to be a man in this world. or at least that is what he called it. normal people would call it sexual abuse. this continued until i was eleven. and then i got to the point wherei basically didn't care if i lived or died. i remember laying in my bed at night, praying that he wouldn't come in for one of his little "lessons." but he always did. anyways, at eleven. i told my teacher. and she told someone who told someone else. then eventually, and trust me, very eventually. my father went to prison.
after this the social services woman took me in, i guess she saw hope in a bruised and broken twelve year old boy. her name is laura, and i love her to death. to me she is my mother. her husband, drake, is awesome also. anyways, as i grew older i took my frustration out of ladies. through sex. i became a known womanizer. i also joined band, banging on drums helped me also. i still have to see a therapist every week.
• PUBLICITY,
i was sexually abused as a child, and now i'm afraid i'll always be scarred.
look at spencer?
My name is KAYLIE and I have been role playing for THREE YEARS. My other character(s) is/are JARED ELIJAH DALTON, SPENCER KENNEDY TREVORS, AND LYRIC MALESE RHYMES. I consider myself a ADVANCED roleplayer and I found Intoxicated Lullabies on THROUGH BOO.
